January 2012
5 posts
1 tag
There sure is a lot of thinking going on tonight..
I don’t know whether that it is a good or bad thing, because it involves a numerous amount of topics.
One thing is for certain… I’m actually and finally happy, or more so content. This week, I’ve slowly geared myself in the direction I’ve been lacking in quite a while. No one is helping with it, it is all me and my own mind set. I like where I’m going &...
The only thing I'm finding comfort in right now is...
I’ve hit my lowest of 2012 already, & I don’t know how to handle it.
Who would’ve thought I’d make the same mistake twice? Apparently not me, but I still managed to screw things up.
After today is mission self-improvement. As for today, I’ll just sulk alone in bed..
Last night
I guess no one was able to avoid the permanent marker last night. Lmao. Not even myself, but it was fun nonetheless.
Why the fuck am I so emotional tonight?!
Happy new years to me.. :/
Wooonderful way to start 2012…
December 2011
18 posts
I don't know what it is..
But now that the holidays are pretty much over, something seems to be missing or off. I think a visit to my hometown should fix that. Hopefully early next week I finally will get to…
Just as everything is going fine and dandy.
Something has to come up and interrupt it.
Ugh, there’s never a long enough period of time for me to properly enjoy things.
It is true
When they say we often let the little things get in the way of our happiness.
So as the year comes to an end & a new one begins, I will allow myself to have more of an open mind and refuse to let what has caused unnecessary grief to do so again. It will definitely be a challenge, but I’m up for it.
“Let the cold come now;
there’s no one better than me
at warming you up.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
When your mom cries and you're just like
Because there’s nothing more universal than the feeling of impending doom you get when you see your mother crying.
THIS →
I’ve already hinted (or more like told) the boyfriend that THIS is what I want for Christmas.
BUT if not, then the one chained infinite necklace or bracelet will do. ;p
Ehh, just kidding (kind of), I honestly don’t care what I get. To those who know me, they know this is a genuine statement.
“Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can’t stop it from coming. We...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
Funny how..
Once a person isn’t attached, that’s when they start “trying & doing other things.” Ha! That probably would have made a difference had you done exactly that sooner than later.
Oh well, like it matters now anyways.
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November 2011
10 posts
My trust issues are keeping me from being genuinely happy. I’m tired of it and want so desperately to just go a day without “worrying,” but how & where do I even start? It’s hard when other people aren’t offering enough reassurance to help me with this and I don’t know how to go about continuing this when in my heart I know how oblivious the other can be....
I think it’s safe to say that I actually kinda miss you.
“Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.”
– Erich Fromm (via thelittlephilosopher)
I wish you would just express more emotion & be more affectionate.
“Time is priceless, but it’s Free. You can’t own it, you can use it. You can...”
– The Time Traveler’s Wife (via quote-book)
Make every second count <3
It’s sad, when the one person you want to make things better or even the only person that could… Doesn’t even realize it.
My mind’s not in it & my body isn’t either. All I want to do is cry…
I could either use some girl time or some time alone. Either way, I am totally not myself today.
October 2011
15 posts
It's 4:30 AM
& I’ve come to realize, that it’s not about the smoking, drinking, time apart, people you’re surrounded with, etc… It’s unfortuntately still about trust. I still have a problem with it & it’s because of what you have done to me already, but mostly from my past & how I still am affected by it. It’s taking longer then I expected to recover &...
Currently lying in bed, in almost complete darkness aside from the glow in the dark stars & solar system puddied to my ceiling, listening to just the sound of the distant ocean & cars passing by, in my boyfriends old oversized t-shirt, which has turned into my favorite night gown, hair damp from a well deserved bath after a very long day.
Sleepy & need sleep, yet I don’t want...
Starting to question a few things.
Is it really worth all the trouble??
Typical...
Always giving more than I’m receiving.
2 tags
1 tag
John Mayer - Come Back To Bed
A must listen for...
Woah
So I guess this is how it feels like to have things turn around on me for once. & let me just tell you… It’s an eye opener :/
Rain & tears..didn’t expect my morning to lead to this.
Never completely satisfied.
At least act like you give a damn.
:/
1 tag
Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me
Love doesn’t...
It's amazing what a girl will put up with for the...
man***
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Love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we...
Sometimes the best way to appreciate something is...
Seriously considering it…
September 2011
29 posts
Nothing worth having comes easy.
There are those out there that have it easier than others, but no matter what, whatever you KNOW in your heart is worth having, deserves whatever effort you feel needs to be fought to have or keep it.