Currently lying in bed, in almost complete darkness aside from the glow in the dark stars & solar system puddied to my ceiling, listening to just the sound of the distant ocean & cars passing by, in my boyfriends old oversized t-shirt, which has turned into my favorite night gown, hair damp from a well deserved bath after a very long day.
Sleepy & need sleep, yet I don’t want to sleep nor can I. Today has been a long day, partly emotionally & physically, but mostly mentally in the sense of what I believe in & what I should just let be. I have no intention in changing anyone, but when my feelings are being involved, there is no need for why’s or how comes…it’s just the way I feel, I can’t change the way I view things as well.
With that said, don’t mind me as I continue the rest of the night contemplating what is worth the fight & what is not. Goodnight.
